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i noe.. i'd been MIA-ing for quite some time...
forgive me for tat...
there are juz too many things for me to blog about.. but...
i dun feel like blogging it...
this is the place where i express my feeling... at least it used to be...
but now.. i dun feel the same anymore.....
hmmm... mayb i will blog agn 1 day....

In Loving memory of JAMES KHOR WAN KAI

i still remember the 1st time i get to noe u....
u were the 1 hu passed me flowers on behalf of buba n frens on the graduation day...
tats when i get to noe u...
n on tat night... u were the 1 hu fethced me n jesus to meet d others...
u were sad due to some reason... n u asked for my opinion...
n i adviced u...
n tat was the last time we talked...
tat was the last thing u asked...
tat was the last adviced tat i gave u...

we miss u...
u r a good fren... no doubt for tat...
we will miss u every single moment...
even though u r gone now u will alwiz b in our heart...
u will alwiz b remembered...
JAMES KHOR... go in peace...
rest in peace...

hopefully.... everything will b alrite

Its weird...
i cry...
cry for no reason...
probably there is...
but i jus dunno y...
fine,...
there is... but... dun ask y...
tears kept coming down from my eyes when there is no1 around me...
y? wat is happening to me...
i m so vulnerable now...
i cant take it anymore...
thx to some of my frens hu asked whether i m ok o not...
actually.. i m not... but... i cant solve the problem...
n i don think any1 can solve it for me...
n this is y i kept it to myself..
so i m sorry if i don tell u y n wat happened...
i m sorry... n thx for the concerned...
reli appreciate it...
hopefully...
like i wat i alwiz say to my fren...
everything will b alrite...

everything will b alrite?

some ppl say...
u pass all... its alredi good enuf...
but ... wat's the difference if i get bad result for the main paper?
shows no different...
i noe i cant blame any1 on this.. i shud blame myself...
y cant i concentrate?
wat is happening to me...
i m not being myself lately...
i m getting into serious trouble... n i dun even noe how to solve it...
not juz sstudies... everything in my life seems complicated...
i kept telling those who have problems tat everything will b ok...
but is it true?
will it b ok?
i kept a optimistic mind all this while.. but nothing seems to b ok...
i kept telling myself tat there is a way in every problem...
but the problem i face... seems to b no ending to it...
it seems like a maze... new problem kept showing up when the old 1 remains unsolved...
will everything b alrite??\
i'd disappoint myself... for not being hu i m suppose to b...
i fighting...
fighting to be myself agn...
everything will b alrite... i hope....

LosT in MazE

i dun even noe wat is happening to me?
show me the way on what i shud do...
light up the correct path for me...
i cant seem to decide wat to do...
there r juz too many things in this world to worry about...
i can't seem to solve all the problems tat i face...
plz help me...
i m sad...
i m lost...
i cant decide...
shud i juz gv up?
treat this a dream tat i cant reach?
whatever...

My Wedding !!!!!

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! (:
At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about you! (:

1. How old are you?
- 20

2. Are you single?
- i m single... ( got ppl wan me a.?? come come xD)

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- erm 30-35?? when i'm stable wit my work... dun wan my wife to work hard >.<

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
- i m still single T_T

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- i m still single... skip this lol...

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
- never thought of it until now xD... so hu wan hu wan?? come register now!! if u r still single... register to b my wife even better =D xD

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- i prefer beach at nite!! wooo hooo ... love seeing the stars...

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- hawaii?? japan?? paris?? anywhere!! as long as me n my future wife love it!!

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- all my close frens!! n also my wife's!!

10. Will that include your exes? -
- ummm y not??

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- ummm this is up to my wife to decide.. as long as she loves it!!

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- evening!!

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- hmmm i'm not sure... lol!! dun think i will b listening to the song coz... I M TOO HIGH!!! woo hoooo

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
- Spoon & fork

15. Champagne or red wine?
- both

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- right after!! woooo hoooooooooooooooo~~

17. Money or household items?
- of coz money ==

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- 4!! xD 2 gals 2 boys!! woot woot

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- of coz!!

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
- niu ge n niu mei!! xD

i wish to tag..... siapa???
1>Zoe!
2>Grace!
3>Sarah!
4>Karen!
5>PJ!
6>Yen!
7>Wuang Ching!
8>Chuan!
9>buba!
10>katrince!

It's TiMe foR me To Say WTF!!! ENGLISH paper n i got not enuf time to complete?? WTF man!!!

F@#$ F@#k
wat the !@#$.... Hardest english paper ever!!
damn!!